Life

Why do i have desires in Life...why cant i get rid of this
why don't i quit this earth soon........

Choices.......

I have only two options in life now.
1) Just keep crying and go even more worse
2) Accept the situation and atleast help others in this life and make others life meaningful

I understand that choice 2 is better one atleast as long as i live i can help others but i don't know i keep getting depressed and feel like quitting. I need lot of strength :-(

I have been dreaming of a very beautiful life. I have been living in dreams like any other girl. I think i have failed miserably in acting according to the situation. I think i should have taken all steps in life with spiritual knowledge.

my thoughts

I started blogging after a long time.
I should have learnt how to be patient from seeing mom and my sister.
I don't know why I didn't learn that.


devudu enduku intha katina parikshalu pedatado.
I wish i could go to God soon.
Please take me soon. i want to come to you